Had to.....

I wasn't going to post anything about this......cuz i can hardly talk about it without bawling......

BUT I JUST HAVE TO..... my heart is pounding and my facial cheeks are  HOT PINK!

I have no words.....

this is my sister Keri.......dropping off her sweet son at the MTC yesterday......

I   AM   AFRAID....

i can't even explain to you the feelings and thoughts going thru my mind......and i think i'm going crazy....and i'm losing it....

see the curb in the picture?? SEE IT???!

its a curb...

like curbside.........   like take out food or something......
 

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i love you Keri....and I'm so proud of you....you are so strong and i look up to you so much.....and him...and them.  

How lucky am i that i have TWO sisters going thru this with me!!

My sister Kim is sending her Elder Zachary David Watts.... just 2 weeks after Treavor.

{.........and now I don't wanna talk about it anymore}